Ryan and I have begun this season of preparation for ministry in France and already we have had many moments of feeling burnt out and fatigued. There is this strange phenomenon that occurs all too often (I hear especially in full-time ministry) in that sometimes we forget to practice what we preach. Our hearts' desire is to see and help people to know and follow Jesus more and more, but often in all the busyness of life and preparing for this task we forget to slow down and spend time with the Lord ourselves. And the less time spent in God’s presence, the more crazy and out of control life becomes… because He is our sustainer and our strength. As much as oxygen and water is, literally the absence of the Lord brings darkness and eventually, death.
So we decided this past Saturday to take a break, to slow down, and most importantly… to spend the day with the Lord. It was awesome. We woke up and did our daily devotions, we had a slow-paced peaceful breakfast, we went to our favorite coffee shop (Jaho) and read and reflected on what God is doing and speaking into our lives, and then we took a long walk and de-briefed together. At the end of the day and even now (almost a week later) I feel more at peace than I have in a couple months. Life makes more sense and the big picture has come back into focus.
Praise God for this wonderful day and the many more to come!